Ive been Podcast surfing lately because i have nothing else better to do.. well basically thats a lie.. i have plenty of assignments and "list of things to do" BUT i thought... hey!! i should be doing something "fun" to get things off my mind..

Its been a very eventful week for me this Easter break. I have yet to come to terms with the expensive life lesson that i am struggling to learn. I wake up everyday thinking that it was just a bad dream but of course, it never is... Life has its ups and downs.. We, humans, we make mistakes.. We are meaningless to God's creation & miracles.. "Men are nothing to mountains and rivers" (Did i get the quote right Mun?! Mel?!) And because of this, we bow down to our creator everyday to remind ourselves where our placing in His world is.. He chooses who our parents are, Who our teachers are.. But WE eventually decide who we want to become.. I guess the saying "Everything happens for a reason" is kinda overrated this week.. With the emotional chaos that me and a few frens of mine have to go thru is probably something that i wouldnt want to face anytime soon but again.. its all in God's hands..

My fren have said her prayers yesterday night, which i hope have ease her pain... So now i think i should give it a shot & insyaallah it'll ease mine...

Ya Allah, Give me strength to wake up each day to breathe & live
Ya Allah, Give me strength to overcome these hurdles in my life
Ya Allah, Give my friend the strength & courage she needs to overcome the test you have given her & her family

Ya Allah, Give my friend a clear mind to make the right decision for her future
Ya Allah, Help my friend to see who her true friends are before its too late
Ya Allah, Give my friends the focus & clear mind they need to study for their exams
Ya Allah, Help my friend to find her way in life

But most of all,
Ya Allah, always keep my family and friends safe

AMIN