The past 24 hours have been unbelievably, emotionally tiring... Well i have met up with one of my closest SPRC fren to catch up on our lives.. And of course to hear the shocking news about her breakup with her boyfriend, who also happens to be my good friend, who happens to not regard me as friend anymore *apparently*, whose relationship/love i thought is something beautiful & one of those couples who will last a lifetime.. Apparently not NoN! I guess its one of those times where i should wake up & realise that nothing is perfect & people change, good or bad.. that's the way the REAL life works.. So anyways, we spent like 3 hours sitting @ Pizza Hut talking about what telah happened, what she have done, who have supported her, etc. All i could think about is how I, NoN, wasnt able to be there for her in her time of need. Ok so maybe i was being too guilty even though i cant be there for everyone, right?! But yeah, there i was listening to her sorrows, feeling damn bloody guilty abt myself, thinking what a selfish person i am.. As we parted @ the MRT, i cant help but to teared... abit.

As i reached the end of the escalator, guess who i met?! It's AIZA!! My Malaysian friend from Melbourne!! She was transiting in Singapore, on her way back to Melb and have spent the time shopping with some of her Meds fren who lives in Singapore. She was on her way to the Airport to catch her 0630hrs flight.. Well it was only 2300hrs so i offerred her to stay overnight @ my place. Which she did, of course!! I spent the rest of the night staying up with her, talking abt crap, help her rearrange her luggage & watched some movies. Finally @ 4am, it was time for us to go to the airport. My parents have woke up & all of us headed to the airport. There was abit of a hassle @ the check-in counter cause the Chino-nei refused to let us have excess baggage. What a bitch seh!! Nampak sangat dier tak pernah travel, kot!! SMACK kan!! I was tired & hungry so i wasnt in the mood to be pushed ard by some lame ass girl who doesnt know how to do her work.. I told my mom to approach the manager & request for permission for excess baggage, which we got but then she make trouble again when she ask for the hand-carry bag. Alamak!! Nanti aku bantai pompuan ni kan!!~ So anyways, alhamdulillah after ALOT of wasting time repacking, managed to get Aiza in. Shall see ya in Melb girl!! *hugs*

Went back home & slept from 8am to 3pm. Yes! I was tired! Dont lecture me ppl!!~ Had a very strange & *once again* emotional dream. My girlfriends was in it, so were some of my close guy frens, and some ppl i dont recognise but everyone else did.. hmm.. We happen to be somewhere together.. Waiting.. For GOD knows what.. And then it happened.. Somehow i felt that i was running away from it.. Avoiding the matter.. Suddenly we were all alone, everyone have mysteriously dissappeared.. Just me & him.. We talked.. about everything.. It was casual at first.. Yet somehow it went deeper.. Next thing i know.. everyone came back.. And some questions were left hanging.. I suddenly felt lost & emotionally drained.. I woke up & started crying.. I didnt know why.. I just cried... It made me felt better.. For awhile.. Still tired i went back to sleep. Woke up @ 3pm. Still can remember the dream as if it had really happened. Yes it was one of those.. im still thinking abt it.. wondering what it means.. Somehow now thinking abt it, it makes me wanna cry out.. But why?! Even after dinner with my girlfriends and dropping them off.. the dream keeps haunting me.. Makes me wanna cry.. But why?! WHY?!