Because it has been said and done...

When you hang out around the person long enough, you tend to only see the mistakes they do/did and forget to see the good things that has been done or have come out of the relationship. However, it takes awhile for this to happen.. Especially with friends. But it does happen and it will happen.. And then you have to take a step back and basically, not get in their way..

There is a silent hole in my flat. Not everyone is telling the truth yet wanting them to change some of their living habits. Some of the reasons could be because we were brought up differently or some were used to a different living environment.. I always believe the greater person to be the one who was told off and has to learn from his/her mistakes than the one who tells everyone off about their mistakes and forgets their own.

People often ask me why i want to stay in Australia and not go back Singapore. Most probably think that I have a fun and loving home to go to here but please, let me assure you that right now, that is not the truth. Sometimes, i feel that its hard for me to go home. I dont feel like its a burden. Its just hard for me.

There is a reason why im not home most of the time.
There is a reason why i rather come home late.
There is a reason why i keep to myself.
There is a reason why i lock myself in my room and have all my entertainment system there.

There are reasons why im not confronting this.

Because there is no point.
Because people tend to forget things that they say.
Because karma bites you back in the arse, pretty hard.
Because i dont want to talk about this after im done blogging.
Because life is just the way it is.. I just gotta learn and move on..