It's been a crazy past few days. Days pass by in a blink of an eye.. Hours and minutes seem timeless. Another insane moment of my life.. And finally, I'm home..
I knew Ive been missing Melbourne ever since I stepped on the plane to Singapore. Though nothing can prepare me for the emotional comeback. Meeting my flatmate in KLIA, I realise that im on my way home. Six weeks in Singapore is abit too long. Ive gotten emotional attached again to my friends and the life style. Leaving Singapore was as much a heartbreak as leaving Melbourne. Thanks to my Makin Menjadi Girls who have taken half a day off and MCs just to see me.. Hopefully not for the last time. As I waved my final goodbyes to my family and friends, tears started rolling down my cheeks. Something I never expected.
Here I am finally settled in.. In my own room, with my PS2 and DVD Player, after hours and days of unpacking and cleaning up. Ive got everything I wanted. But still I feel an emptiness in me. Im still searching, i guess. The past few days has been a blur to me. Its like im there but my soul isnt. I wish I can talk to someone though the words are hard to come out of my mouth. Im loud, always happy, cheerful and smiley all for a reason.. I guess no one will ever take me seriously.. With that..
In the closet i shall stay
Till someday, someone breaks me away,
From this painful loneliness
I pray I get to be myself
Once again.
One day.
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