Humanitarian..

I had my monthly Ancora Imparo meetings just now. This was the first time that two syndicate groups are presenting instead of the normal one guest speaker and one syndicate group. So it was a pretty big night for some of my Ancora friends. Anyway, one of the topic was "Can We Rely on Innovation to Sustain Growth?"

Look! I know alot of people have different views about everything and I know that we also have a different to express our views. Also, do take note that when chosen to be in Ancora, you are somehow expected to be "in touch" with your humanitarian side of life. For me, Im not really.. I have to admit that.. I do recycle, reuse and reduce the stuff that I use in my everyday life. I do also try to care and be concern about the people around me, not only my family and friends. I do my best to try support all my friends in their events, activities or whatever they want to do. I dont really know what the point is in trying to say all this.. Cause Im actually quite lost in taking that step further to help the elderly, the poor, the less fortunate.

To me, all I can do is donate my money where possible to charities of good causes. And that's about it! Half of me wants to help out further and really be someone who actually is a humanitarian kind of person but I dont know... I guess I would need someone to help me point in the right direction. And Im trying to come to terms that I might actually have to go back Singapore for good but its very, very hard. (For those of you who know me, you know how hard it is for me right now...) Especially when I have and want to achieve so much more here in Melbourne. I seriously dont see my future in Singapore and that scares me cause it has been home for 20 years of my life. But now, I just want to be who I want to be, when I want to be and Im not just talking about personality or emotional perspective but in terms of achieving and being able to "be someone" to the community, without trying to get into politics.