This is a phrase taken off from one of the episodes from One Tree Hill - Just Watch The Fireworks...

"The important thing is
Not to be bitter over life's dissappointments
Learn to let go of the past
I recognise that everyday wont be sunny
But when you find yourself lost in darkness n despair
Remember its only in the black of night that people see the stars
And those stars will lead u back home
So dont be afraid to make mistakes
To stumble n fall
Cause most of the times the greatest reward
Comes from doing things that scares u most
Maybe you'll get everything u wish for
Maybe you'll get more than u can ever imagine
Who knows where life will take you
The road is long
And in the end
The journey is the destination"

This episode of One Tree Hill kinda talks about the student who was left out, the one who wasnt into anything, the one who had no friends, the one who was sick for two weeks only to return to a school that didnt notice he was missing, the one whom nobody bothered to care abt, the one who well.. basically didnt exist.. you get the picture..

I dont know if its cause the guy who acted the part was a real good actor OR the fact that i, perhaps, can relate to him. Believe or not, there was a moment in my life where i felt alone, unloved, uncared for, unwanted.. I guess everyone does feel that at a certain point or time in their life.. Mine was in secondary school. I can still remember the days that i went around aimlessly, just moving on from one group of friends to another.. It wasnt because i wanted to be popular, though some of u might think i did... But it was mainly because, maybe, well.. that i wasnt allowed to be myself.. Peer pressue works in mysterious ways.. Reason why im writing this entry is cause i just want to "prove", esp to myself, that no matter how low you think your life can be.. It will always sink even lower if you allow it to.. But then it just makes you rise up and i guess i would have to say things got better.. alot better.. now.. I guess God works in mysterious ways too..