Feels funny to me i have like another 3 wks more.. I dont know.. I feel as if time is moving too slow.. I wanna be there.. Yet i feel as if i cant stop my life here.. So many things are here.. My frens and family are here.. Frens tat i cant live without.. Frens tat i need to SMS now & then.. Talk to them.. Chat with them.. Hang out.. But now.. seems like the 3 wks tat im left with isnt doing any good.. Esp since none of my closest frens are free.. All busy with work.. And me?! Stuck @ home.. Unpacking stuff from the boxes.. Then planning on what to pack again.. Haiz.. I have no idea how life is going to be there.. Wats it gonna be like?! Will i make any frens?! Eventually.. i guess.. Gotta go camping this weekend.. Then i realised that they dont require my existence.. YES! I know.. Im useless.. So wats the point of me being there?! Might as well get out of da way, right?! "No use having NON around since she's not gonna BE around.." *sobs* Yes.. i know.. Sounds pathetic.. Well actually it is.. Wanna say LiFe SuCKs!! But actually it doesnt.. Jus feeling crappy & moody right now.. Wish things were diff but they arent!! So DEAL WITH IT NON!! I know.. So many things to do yet i feel like not doing anything.. jus wanna sleep.. Wanna talk to my frens.. Hear their voices.. But i guess they are all too busy leading their own lives.. WELL DUH!! I dont have a life.. *knocks head* Yes Non!! You do.. Thats why u have this blog.. Remember?! To remind urself tat u have a life!! *DAMN!*