Its been a few days since my last entry.. Been so damn busy lately.. Mainly im really stressed up.. DUH!!! Cant believe how fast time is passing by... SO many things to do.. Yet im still dragging it.. Does anyone know why?! Came back from my Mandarin class just now & already my parents are stressing me out with the "events" coming up in the next few weeks.. They are just thinking up of their own plans without considering my own agenda.. DAMN!! Tat always happen to you when you are the only child & the expectation of where you have to be; here & there when they want you to be.. I wish im cut into 3 parts so that one of me can do watever they want me to do.. Another of me to do wat I want to do.. And the 3rd part of me to be just relaxing & de-stress myself which i havent done so in abt 1 month or so.. YIKES!! I so have no idea wat to do with myself.. I really dont.. I jus feel like im gonna breakdown n cry.. ARGH!!! Oh GOD!! And now tat i am so totally broke with onli $10 in my bank.. i have no idea how on earth im gonna survive.. At all.. At least with shopping it makes me happy.. Now i dont even have the dough to shop.. ARGH!!! DOUBLE ARRRGHH!!!!!! I know i have to relax.. But to stop a moment to relax is something i have yet to master... *sobs* Im going bonkers arent i?! Ive decided.. I shall tell them when its the last day of class.. I've a feeling they already know.. And besides.. Whose gonna miss me right???!