Sunday, March 20, 2005

Tomorrow is DE day.. ARGH!!! I cant believe time just went by in such a flash.. Im like freaking out right now.. What if something goes all wrong?! Then they would blame me; right?! Its not like i've never organise an event before.. its just more freaky when i dont even know most of these peeps that well.. Argh.. I know that my com wont blame me.. but the rest?! ARGH!!! Oh god... make me calm down by tomorrow morning.. and make sure everything goes well.. at least till we board the bus.. oh god!!! I have to be strong.. after all i am the chairman, or should i say chairperson.. I had this dream once before.. Something like this.. an event that I organised. and it all went chaotic & everybody blame it on me.. OMG!! If this is like a dejavu thing where it comes true.. i think im going to cry... *sobs* Oh wow.. i doubt i will be able to sleep tonight.. *sobs* The more i think abt tomorrow.. the more freak out im getting.. argh!!! Why isnt any of ma frens online?! Need a shoulder to cry on!!! Or perhaps someone to talk to would be real nice!!!.. *sobs* Ok Non.. calm down.. Everything is going ok.. *yeah right*.. arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Oh god.. give me the strength to survive tomorrow!!! *breathe in* *breathe out*.... relax Non.. just R.E.L.A.X!!!!!!!! *sobs*

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