Listening to my current theme song, Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson.. it suddenly hit me... Ive been thinking abt what had happened the past few days... you know.. abt the excursion, the lessons ive learnt & most of all getting to know my 4PM frens better... You see.. i used to think that the one thing that i will not miss when i leave is 4PM... Wina once told me that our lives would revolve around 4PM, eventually.. Somehow.. Someway.. I never had a second thought abt it, till now.. Seems like lately my life has been revolving around 4PM... & looks like im going to miss it when i leave one day... *sobs* I'll be missing the Camp, which i would love to go but most prob i wont be making it.. then there is the excursion my committee is suppose to organise to the Prison School, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity... ARGH!! Haiz... But most of all im going to miss the new frens that i made.. Like my 'twin', Wina.. One of the best person i have ever known!!! Then there is Nora, Khairiani, Mariam, Zakiah... Wow.. On the list already are my PRSS frens, Ain, Mama, Kisha, Ita, Aisha.. then my SP frens.. hmm.. the list gets longer.. haiz.. And i'll be gone for 2 1/2 years.. wow.. thats like almost 3.. ahackz!! God knows what will happen in the next 3 years.. A few things that i expect when i get back is that.. Kisha has gone off to London to study.. Mama is getting married.. Ita is getting engaged... Ain is at the peak of her career... Lydiana has finally settled with 1 guy.. *guess who?!*... i guess that is my current prediction for now.. Hehhe.. As for me.. I predict that I will still be single & will stay single for the rest of my life!! *sobs*

So heres my current theme song.. It really suits me cause this is exactly what I am feeling & thinking about these past few weeks.. *winks*

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

[chorus 2]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Breakaway
Breakaway