People always ask me, "Wow! How does it feel like being an only child?!"
"It's ok," would be my reply. But then again.. deep down I always wanted to say.. "It's not great at all! It totally sucks!" Sometimes i wish tat I could disappear into thin air! Just get lost so that some day I can find myself. But then i think again.. I think I'm already lost. Lost in this unhappiness, lost in this world of my parents, my family. Cause you see, they've only got one. So they choose to use that one to the max. Not realising what they have done, they just keep pushing & dreaming. So now I'm telling all my frens, dont let ur child be an onli child. Let her or him be able to dream. Let them be able to live life the way it is meant to be. So this one i'm talking about.. she's feels like she lives in a box. Have to be careful of what she says. It like being involve in a relationship without being in one. Stupid right? I know... Like i said.. I pray that i get lost some day.. Hoping & praying everyday for someone or something to help me lose myself. Because the greatest act I can do is not in front of my frens, but my family cause i have to pretend to be what they assume me to be. How sad is that? And the worst of it all is that it happens everyday...