An endless stressful life that im leading right now. My brain is constantly thinking & thinking & thinking.. About my work, my food, my house, my education, my friends, money but most of all my future.. I cant seem to find a specific path that will lead me to somewhere.. All i see & dream about is the uncertainess that i'm currently facing & will be facing in the weeks, perhaps months to come. My agenda is currently a blur right now. Even to make a simple decision as what to eat & where to eat gets me on my nervous & causing me to be stressed. I feel like my head could explode any moment from all the stress. Do i need help?! I'm not sure.. Thing is i dont even know what kind of help i need. I have a very looonnnggg list of things to do yet sometimes i feel like theres nothing to do.. Perhaps im just avoiding the list, making up some excuses along the way.. am i?! i dont know... *sigh* I feel that something is going to happen.. Something big!! But i cant quite put a finger on it.. am i just hovering over nothing??! maybe.. maybe not.. Only God knows.. *sigh* I dont know.. Oh God.. HELP ME!!!.. *sobs*

Watched Sahara yesterday night with Ain.. I manage to win a pair of tix from MTV. The movie is definetly too good to miss; that's if you are into the semi-action, semi-funny sacarstic kinda of movie. Thumbs up to the oh-so-GORGEOUS Matthew McConnahey for putting on tat extra weight & be buff *muscular buff* for the movie!! Two thumbs up for Steve Zahn for his endless sacarstic jokes tat im sure Ain & I will continue to repeat over & over again.. Right Ain?! *winks* No thanks to Penelope Cruz for her sucky performance. Her character is abit useless in da movie.. So no idea why she's there in the first place.. hehehe.. But overall the movie is good.. I would give 4/5 stars... khekhekhe.. Love the scenery of Africa, Nigeria & of course the Sahara desert. Wow.. Cant believe how beautiful a 3rd world country can be.. So magnificent!! One of my most remembered lines of the movie is when one of the leaders said, "Nobody cares about Africa!!" OUCH! That's like a shot thru the heart... My dearest Muslim bros & sistas, I pray God will bless your souls.. So I recommened to you guys to go watch the movie.. Its surprisingly good.. Seriously!! Best part of the movie for me is when Penelope's character threw the dynamites & Steve's character keep shooting @ the dynamites so that they could have cover from the bad guys. Because of what they did, they managed to discover the "Ship of Death", once a myth, now a legend.. THAT is one power-action scene!! Quick!! GO see Sahara @ a cinema near you!!! *winks*