20 years, 6 months, 8 days... Life has taught me many lessons.. Many of which i seem to forget yet will immediately remember once it happens to me again. One of the lessons would be "Biting back your tongue" where it means that one shouldnt say whatever comes to mind & blurt it out straight away.. In other words to think before you speak. This is one of my hardest lesson to learn. I used to be one of those laser mouth that just couldnt keep shut, always spilling secrets or things tat are never meant to be said aloud.. Haiz.. I learnt that everyone is unique & different in their own ways.. And that whenever i meet someone new, he or she doesnt know me, the type of person tat i am; so on & so forth.. First impressions always count no matter what people say. Human nature tells us to look at people by the way they dress, talk & their behaviour. Life teaches us never to judge a book by its cover. Whatever you say or think, everybody that you meet yesterday, today & tomorrow will take one glance at you & decide to like you or not.. But those whom you've gotten to know for the past months, years or decade will love you just the way you are.. The thing abt me is i constantly seem to forget the kind of world im in. The kind of life im "supposedly" to lead.. It gets frustrating sometimes when people dont get you.. Yes i know.. Ive been down tat road too many times... Ok.. so maybe you would say.. "Who cares what people think abt you.. Just be who you are".. Well i guess these ppl are liars.. They lie to you.. They lie to themselves.. Its all about the irony, i guess.. How you look at it.. How you see the world.. How by jus reading this & judging me or jus living life itself.. End of the day we are all not so different after all... Cause end of the day we have the same dreams, the same desires, the same fate.. I learnt this recently & realise tat im not tat different from anyone else out there.. No different from my friends or to the stranger i stand beside @ the MRT.. It doesnt matter.. Cause life is abt living & experiencing it to whichever path you are meant to go.. Whichever dream you are meant to chase.. Whichever guy or girl you are meant to be with.. It doesnt matter what i choose or what i do... Cause at the end of it all.. I am who i am because i went thru THAT!! I went thru tat exprience.. That path in life.. The path that I have chosen tat leads me to something new.. It may be good & it may be bad.. But tats the way God has intended me to lead my life.. Whatever i achieve in the end, that is what God wants me to learn abt in my life... Everything in my life may seem a blur to me right now.. But now i know tat it's the way it is meant to be.. For me to live it.. And i hope & pray that I have chosen the right path tat has always been intended for me...