WOW! it's already the month of June!! A few of ma frens bday have just passed by.. and i havent gotten them any presents.. sorry abt that ya!! khekehkhe.. maybe when i have some $$$! My ex-tuition teacher is getting married tomorrow.. one of my 'kak' saudara also getting married but on saturday! i working on sat! YIKES! these pass few days have gone by with a blur.. i dont remember much what happened.. i know i got sick... my aunt n cousins left for Paris *damn*.. i kept in contact with some of ma frens from SP & PRSS!!... 2 of ma frens hooked up.. well kinda.. you know who you are!! khekhekhekhekhe... my job contract got renewed and i found out that erm.. well nothing really interesting happened to me.. REALLY!!.. I'm like THE MOST BORING PERSON IN THE WORLD!! Thats why i have this bloggy thingy to occupy my time while i go thru my journey in this life... I AM SAD AND TOTALLY CRUSHED that i wouldnt get to see my FAV BAND perform on 22nd June! WHY?! Cause i got no $$$!! Oh god! Let some kind and gentle soul sponsor me & treat me to the concert! Let me see my Chester & Hahn!! ARGHHHHH!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! ok.. so maybe i might go to the concert.. maybe not.. but its like.. they'll never come back here ever again! I have to see them.. argh!!! so close yet so far.. Then.. if i never go see them.. i will like.. NEVER EVER GET TO SEE THEM!! uuuuwwahhhhhh!!!!.... *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs*.......

When this began I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
but all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
looking everywhere only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

PEACE OUTZ!!!...