and so i fear.. the day is here.. my final two papers are abt to arrive and i have absolutely no idea what the hell is going on... im here still struggling with the reading and memorising.. i cant breathe till its over.. for my fears might come true.. im so scared... im doing the best tat i can... trying to read a line at a time.. seems like yesterday i stepped in to register for school.. seems like yesterday i met my friends.. some old some new.. but all will forever cherish in my heart.. im happy that the 3 years is almost done and over.. yet my heart is so heavy to leave the school.. the memories.. and most of all the friends i made.. friends i made in class, friends i made in lecture halls, friends i made in between lessons, friends i made in rock climbing.... i dont know where my path in life will take me next.. but i hope that the friends i have will still remain my friends.. esp those who have touched my heart and life in so many ways.. you know who you are..

so i here i sit in my chair.. trying my hardest to study for my paper in 8 hrs time but without success.. so many other things in my mind.. i promised myself to do all that i can to pass and graduate this semester.. i hope what i'm doing is enough for me to accomplish this.. so pray for me.. my friend.. my brother... my sister.. for my struggle... *SOBZ*